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Assalamualaikum....

No one is perfect.. Even the intelligent people in this world made mistake... Sometimes, we realize our mistake... But sometimes, we don't know what mistake that we done... :(

Sometimes, I really miss the old me... Someone that not easily down when stress... Someone that know how to control her emotions... Someone that not easily touch with something that isn't important... And someone who always happy in whatever conditions... I really wonder where the old is me gone... 

I love my life now... I have everyone that I love which is the important part in me...  I have Allah, I have my family, I have the best friend in the world that always be patient with my bad... :(

I still breathe until now... I still have everything... Alhamdulillah...

But still, I don't know what happen that makes me feel like this... Ya Allah, give me strength to face my life... Ya Allah, always show me the right path... Aminn...

I know, I'm not perfect and I'm the person who always make mistake... What ever happen, life must go on.. And yet, I still can't find my light which is the inspiration for me to be happy again...